DAY FIFTEEN ~ MEETING FIFTEEN
"Faith alone is not enough, we must put our faith to work in our program and our lives."
Putting my faith to work in my life isn't always an easy task. I really have to make a conscious effort to ask God for help with things. My anger is still boiling up very quickly and I am taking it out on the wrong people, although I am not sure that there are any "right" people to take it out on. I sometimes think that I can't clearly hear what God intends for me to do, but then sometimes I wonder if I just block it out.
At the meeting today, I saw so many people with a clear understanding of how to put their faith to work. They could clearly hear what God told them they should do. I want that so badly. I worry so much that I am not doing what He wishes. What if I don't get it? What if I don't want to get it? That's what really scares me…what if I am letting some of what I want creep into some of what God wants of me? Having faith isn't the problem; it is putting it to work in every aspect of my life.
Until tomorrow ~
I'm Kim
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