DAY SIXTY ~ MEETING SIXTY
FREEDOM
"Freedom.... My freedom from compulsive eating is only as secure as the effort I put into supporting this freedom."
I seem to put a ton of effort in and it still doesn't always pay off. The question to myself is this, am I putting in real effort or am I just doing a half-baked job of it to get it done? I know that sometimes I rush through things that I am doing for my recovery, whether it is my shares on the loops, here or even paying attention in a meeting. This isn't fair to the people that I am interacting with. If I am not giving my all to them then I am not getting everything I could out of the situation, whether it be writing or listening or reading.
My freedom is highly dependent on what I am doing and how I am doing it to work my program of recovery. It means an awful lot to me that so many people put so much faith in me, but sometimes I don't feel as though I am following through on my promises. At least, not to the best of my ability. I know that the only person I am really hurting is myself and that's when I start to lose a grasp on my recovery.
Until tomorrow ~
I'm Kim
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